I always run away from potential hurtings.
I deny feelings which can cause me nothing but heartaches.
If you will ask me if this can be consider as cowardice… No!
Its my own way protecting my self… I never thought that I could be that defensive and hyper-cautious in almost everything.
Seeing me smile or laugh does not imply that im happy.
Rather, it’s simply raising a flag of some sort of a WARNING!!!