coup de grâce \koo-duh-GRAHSS\

coup de grâce \koo-duh-GRAHSS\

it slowly drenching my blood...
and swallows all the strengths that i have
it's creeping into my veins
gnashing of fang, bleeding flesh...
burning sore, scorging pain...

i hate things around me...
discontentments...
lousy thoughts...

and i stand in owe of You...
seeking oh searching!!!
devouring everything...
seeking serenity...

exhausted...
troubled...
anxiety overwhelmed...

help me find the word...
help me find the unknown...

frustration...
disgust...
pity...

" for Lo!, my own shall come to me.."
yes i will stand in owe of You...

How can i shout your name...
if i fear you...
How can i cry in owe of you...
if i fear you...

Help me to surrender into your grace...
Help to pick up the pieces of me...

If i fear you....?
why am i crying for your glory...

If i fear you...?
why am i seeking you....

I'm learning to hate myself evenmore...
more than I can bear....
maybe you just love looking at me in desperation...
desperate of your healing...

What the world can give....?
NOTHING, but a piece of paltry heartaches...

'coz everything that im thinking is NOTHING...
thanks for your never-ending patience...

I hope im bold enough to face eternity...
eternity with you.

im stucked... still i enjoyed it!
My dear Lord...
I need your coup de grâce...
take me to your sactuary...